Song of Hell

There is a song:

And you will forget in the midst of the fire,
How you came to be.
This pain, a feeling, your one desire,
Don't look far to see,
Everything after is as beside you.

Amongst your burning neighbours
The faces all burnt away,
You will forget my sinful offers
Made to you yesterday.

There is no more darkness,
No, not for you.
This illuminated carcass
Burning so bright, there, true.

Linger here in hell
Until you are ready.
When your heart breaks,
Lamenting, your family..
You leave, when death comes for you.

The Beginning

You must listen to your story,
Told tens of times in different tongues,
But from mine you shall pay attention to
The end of your life.

You are born ordinary, with parents,
With siblings.
You can only hope and wish,
As your dreams give way to light.
But I will exchange everything you have..
For everything you want.

Of course, I have more to gain,
And you have to lose everything.
I will fill your life with misery
And feeling.
Give me your family
And I will let you into Hell.

TT

This is Thanin Thaweeskulchai, otherwise known as Adrian. Though, I'm getting sick of that name. Lately I really miss being called by my real birth name. But anyway...
I enjoy solitude. It's not that I'm anti-social, though I do hate meeting new people most of the time, but I treasure some alone time more often than others. More or less I like things simple, a take-it-as-they-come attitude. I feel that I am somewhat independent. I can get by, though many may disagree with the ways I get things done. I find myself to be fairly adaptable too, though I really avoid changes unless there's no way around it.
I find myself hard to understand. Even though I try to be optimistic, I have a constant habit of sulking on my own, and liking it. I can't help it but I just like to daydream and fantasise about all sorts of things. I try to put others before self, but at times I can do things indirectly for my own gain. I'm ashamed to say, but I do wear a mask to get things my way from time to time. I always put a question mark next to my idea of "sincerity". Sometimes I'm just confused as to what it is. One thing's for sure, friends are definitely on the top of my list.
Reflecting on my life. I strongly feel that things come fairly easy for me. I see myself as an underacheiver, but I'm trying to change that. I have absolutely no idea what's going to happen years from now but I'm sure that slowly I'm steering my own life in the direction I desire.
I don't compare myself to others, and no one should. Everyone is, to a certain extent, unique and I'd like to see myself as such. Though frequently I wonder as to what I have to offer. I'm not a smart indivudual. I don't crack jokes. I don't come up with great ideas. Seriously, that's one thing I can't find an answer to.
For all I know, GTK 1st-Gen is everything. Grateful to be a part of it.

Danny Boy

My name is Daniel. I think my purpose in life is well.. To find out what the purpose to life is. I am an average person, with average looks and an average brain capacity. Sometimes I do shameful things when people aren't looking, but then again.. People aren't looking, right? I have only a few friends, of which I am proud to say I'm extremely contented with. My friends and I, we're in a self-established organization otherwise known as Gothyka, or GTK for short. I love my family, but am ashamed to say that there are times when I wished I could abandon them. I am a very complex individual, in my opinion. I could be happy one instant and extremely moody the next. I think it has something to do with my interaction and opinion to and on society. I view life with an impatience that cannot be extinguished, no matter how much I try to convince myself life is too long to be rushing things. Am I unpopular? I'd like to think I am not, but am inclined to think otherwise. Friendly, courteous, cheerful, and kind I am not. Sometimes I ask myself... "Am I really doing charitable deeds for the better-"ment" of the world, or for the decorated image which conveniently places itself onto me?" I sometimes think, and am almost always convinced, it is the latter. What do I want to be when I grow up? To be free of the societal responsibilities with a sufficient income to support myself and my daughter, adopted. Schedules are real piss-offs, but as a disciplined and controlled species, we are doomed to being slaves to routine for eternity.

I am Daniel, and I am a GTK-1st Gen.