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This is Thanin Thaweeskulchai, otherwise known as Adrian. Though, I'm getting sick of that name. Lately I really miss being called by my real birth name. But anyway...
I enjoy solitude. It's not that I'm anti-social, though I do hate meeting new people most of the time, but I treasure some alone time more often than others. More or less I like things simple, a take-it-as-they-come attitude. I feel that I am somewhat independent. I can get by, though many may disagree with the ways I get things done. I find myself to be fairly adaptable too, though I really avoid changes unless there's no way around it.
I find myself hard to understand. Even though I try to be optimistic, I have a constant habit of sulking on my own, and liking it. I can't help it but I just like to daydream and fantasise about all sorts of things. I try to put others before self, but at times I can do things indirectly for my own gain. I'm ashamed to say, but I do wear a mask to get things my way from time to time. I always put a question mark next to my idea of "sincerity". Sometimes I'm just confused as to what it is. One thing's for sure, friends are definitely on the top of my list.
Reflecting on my life. I strongly feel that things come fairly easy for me. I see myself as an underacheiver, but I'm trying to change that. I have absolutely no idea what's going to happen years from now but I'm sure that slowly I'm steering my own life in the direction I desire.
I don't compare myself to others, and no one should. Everyone is, to a certain extent, unique and I'd like to see myself as such. Though frequently I wonder as to what I have to offer. I'm not a smart indivudual. I don't crack jokes. I don't come up with great ideas. Seriously, that's one thing I can't find an answer to.
For all I know, GTK 1st-Gen is everything. Grateful to be a part of it.